So last night slash yesterday afternoon I decided that I was going to start to revamp my life a little bit. I read somewhere once that the only reason we are in a bad mood is because we put ourselves in a bad mood. Well I am not going to put myself in bad moods anymore or make myself feel bad. There is no reason! I am going to start doing things for ME. One thing that I am going to start doing more is going to shows for local bands and bands I like. I miss going to shows! I miss seeing my favorite bands live and knowing all the words and singing it back in their faces and shoving myself up to the front of the stage. LOVE IT!
So that's one thing I am going to start doing more. I am also going to keep vlogging. I feel like my friends dont really get it or they think its kind of weird or silly and that is totally ok. I really like doing it though. It's actually kind of freeing in a way? I dont think that is the word I want to use but its the word I'm going with! I like talking to the camera when I'm hanging out or driving somewhere talking about whatever is on my mind. If no one is around then its a great thing to talk to so I can talk things out. I used to write a journal on my computer when I was upset because I felt I couldnt talk to anyone and also since my computer is an inanimate object it wouldnt talk back and it couldnt pass judgement on me. I feel the same way a little bit with my little Flipcam.
So there are other things I am going to be doing in my life to revamp and start over fresh but for now those things will do. I feel really good about this decision. What is everyone doing with their lives to better themselves or make themselves feel better? I suggest you do something to make yourself happy! It feels great!
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