Life is just so tiring lately. I feel like everything about my life just takes so much energy. I feel like its really not going anywhere. I feel like I have no direction and I am so lost. And it gets harder to deal with everyday when I am surrounded by people who are actually doing something worthy with their lives. And its not just my friends and family. Its everyone in the world. I go on facebook and see people advancing in their careers or lives through their statuses. I can follow already famous people on Twitter and see all the cool shit they are doing to help better themselves. I watch tons and tons of videos of people on YouTube who became famous just by being themselves!
What I would like to know is where everyone got their hands on the manual to life and also why it is apparently out of stock and I can never read it. Clearly I missed something in life growing up that told me how I can have a great life, great career, great everything. I know that everything cant just be all easy and handed to us and it shouldnt be that way. People should work hard for the rewards that they get. I want to work hard at something I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT THAT IS! Every day is another day spent with hours and minutes of my life just ticking away and the more pressure I feel to figure my shit out.
Sorry that today is so depressing. Its just the way I feel. So welcome to my life where it is basically just a lovely cycle of the same shit, different day.
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